I am Divided

I’m divided between wanting to document everything I do in training over this next year, and not showing or saying anything at all and just letting my results speak for themselves. Last week, I saw that I was not ranked in Track and Field News’ top ten world list. I’m not mad, or bitter. Never mind what I think about the rankings, or how they’re decided. Do I agree? No. But as I’ve gotten older, I find that you can’t take these things personally. Between the number of times I threw over 78m and the 7-8 of their top ten that I beat, I think I’m better placed around 7-9. But that’s just me. Normally I wouldn’t care at all, but it will affect some funding I get from USATF, and that’s what makes it a bit unfair. So when situations like this arise, I want to shut everything off and just handle my own business. But I know I can’t think that way because I really do feel that I am doing right by my website.


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2 replies
  1. Nate Logan
    Nate Logan says:

    Your results in 2012 will speak for themselves. If people think 2011 was great (which it was), wait until this year. You are set up for greatness. I can’t wait to watch it all unfold. Good Luck!

  2. Loree
    Loree says:

    Do your thing, Kibwe. Share if you want to share, but your results will speak for themselves and you don’t need your name on a list to put a medal around your neck. 🙂


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